Im so fucking EMO!
how do you know if what you have is a good thing or just a waste of time?
why do people continue to fall in love with me, especially after I have displayed such a mentally unstable self?
why is it that when I think about love, the word lost immediatly follows?
This is how it always is:
You meet someone.
You like them.
You want to spend every second with them.
YOu fall in love with the little things they do.
You see them constantly.
YOu're happy.
They're happy.
But something changes.
Suddenly all the things that she loved in you or that you loved in her are the very things you need to get away from.
You break her heart. She breaks yours.
You dont speak.
Someone whom you needed to be with ever second, now means nothing.
It hurts.
And then you have to attempt to do it all over again. Hoping that it wont end in pain.
that doesnt happen. it always ends in pain.
you ask why I think this way?
Everyone I have ever fallen in love with has just got up and left me. Abandoned me. Even after promises of always being there for me, "..always love you no matter what." Thats bull shit. and I dont believe in that stuff anymore.
Thats why when I think about love, I think about lost.
Because all love has ever done is give me loss.
Oh yeah, Im getting a tattoo friday. Im excited.
why do people continue to fall in love with me, especially after I have displayed such a mentally unstable self?
why is it that when I think about love, the word lost immediatly follows?
This is how it always is:
You meet someone.
You like them.
You want to spend every second with them.
YOu fall in love with the little things they do.
You see them constantly.
YOu're happy.
They're happy.
But something changes.
Suddenly all the things that she loved in you or that you loved in her are the very things you need to get away from.
You break her heart. She breaks yours.
You dont speak.
Someone whom you needed to be with ever second, now means nothing.
It hurts.
And then you have to attempt to do it all over again. Hoping that it wont end in pain.
that doesnt happen. it always ends in pain.
you ask why I think this way?
Everyone I have ever fallen in love with has just got up and left me. Abandoned me. Even after promises of always being there for me, "..always love you no matter what." Thats bull shit. and I dont believe in that stuff anymore.
Thats why when I think about love, I think about lost.
Because all love has ever done is give me loss.
Oh yeah, Im getting a tattoo friday. Im excited.