Sep 13, 2005 15:14
I hate comeing on here lately because I'll just end up writeing about how unhappy I am.
GOD! Its like never ending. I eat mac & cheese, I remember. I listen to some old songs on my BRAND NEW IPOD MINI, and the songs make me remember. A little white doggy walks up thats look exactly like Casper, I remember. Giz talks about her one year with Dan, I remember mine. All the things you collect over a year and a half...imagine all those things reminding you of something else. Something that was so good for so long, and now is so Gone. And how it hurts.
One second, Im fine. The next my eyes are waterfalls. Its very uncontrolable. Its very annoying.
I just need to get past this, and get out of this stupid relationship I am in, get moving on school and get on with my life. Maybe then it wont hurt to breath.