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this weekend was alright, nothing to special. friday i hung out with pete and nick and we went to life after livings first show at the wave to support them and shit, it was fun. saturday was really fun i went over raffs house and hung out with a bunch of people, and drank a shit load. then we went to sean kazmarks going away party for a little bit, i also had a soccer tournament early saturday and we came in first. today i just pretty much slept in and shit. lately ive been really down, i want to be happy. i really want to find a nice girl, theres this girl i kinda know i would be good with and like alot, but theres no chance i can have her. even tho everyone says i can get any girl i want, it total bullshit, but this girls amazing. i dont even know what it is but i get really good vibes and we clicked, and the fact that she plays hard to get and shes not easy. and she doesnt follow after everyone else, and shes just not another trendy girl from long island. i doubt it will work tho, even if i try something will get ruined. summer is in about less than a week, and im planning on making it the best summer of my life. no regrets this summer, and just living it to the fullest and i will just play everything basically by ear to see how it goes and hopefully in the end it will end out good.