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you don't understand and i guess you never will. i think that you think that i don't care at all but i really do and i won't tell you ever for fear of you trying to be more distant than you ever have been because you're afraid. i guess our places switched around but i want to be on the same level and have same mutual feelings for each other. its a shame how it is now. she stole you away and its unfair. you know that you and her couldn't make it far if you were together. and you won't admit it. possibly in the future we could be together??? no. try now. we could but you won't even try to make it work. true, i know how you feel now but its different. i had my chance? well, you have yours now. not saying im the best thing.. but i want to be with you and i don't get why you just can't see that. maybe you can but u treat me like im just "another hoe" thats trying to "get you". thats not how it is. and i think i love you. wtf.