I believe soon has come.
I'm sorry but I can't do this any more.
All I ever wanted was to show you that someone can love and care about you.
It turns out all your suspicions were right all along though.
You were right all along.
I never lied to you.
I was very careful of that.
This has nothing to do with you and everything to do with me, I assure you.
You will make some very lucky girl very happy very soon I'm sure of it.
You’re the perfect gentlemen
and everything any other girl in the world would die for.
Just not me.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I led you on this long,
but like I told you I was trying to give myself more time.
It didn’t work though and I can’t wait any longer.
I'm sorry.
I told you that I would only end up hurting you.
You didn’t believe me.
You should probably stay away from me.
I'm sorry.
I always fuck things up and someone ends up getting hurt.
I'm sorry that this time around it had to be you.
You don’t deserve this.
Nobody deserves this.
You deserve so much better than me.
You deserve someone who is as crazy about you as you are them.
You deserve someone who can show you the affection you crave.
You deserve so much more than me.
I only posted this so that I will have to call you in the morning and end it. I can’t put this off any longer, for both of your sakes. I don’t want you to see this before I talk to you tomorrow. I don’t want to break up with you on lj because that is really low, even for me.
All I ever wanted was to show you that someone can love and care about you.
It turns out all your suspicions were right all along though.
You were right all along.
I never lied to you.
I was very careful of that.
This has nothing to do with you and everything to do with me, I assure you.
You will make some very lucky girl very happy very soon I'm sure of it.
You’re the perfect gentlemen
and everything any other girl in the world would die for.
Just not me.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I led you on this long,
but like I told you I was trying to give myself more time.
It didn’t work though and I can’t wait any longer.
I'm sorry.
I told you that I would only end up hurting you.
You didn’t believe me.
You should probably stay away from me.
I'm sorry.
I always fuck things up and someone ends up getting hurt.
I'm sorry that this time around it had to be you.
You don’t deserve this.
Nobody deserves this.
You deserve so much better than me.
You deserve someone who is as crazy about you as you are them.
You deserve someone who can show you the affection you crave.
You deserve so much more than me.
I only posted this so that I will have to call you in the morning and end it. I can’t put this off any longer, for both of your sakes. I don’t want you to see this before I talk to you tomorrow. I don’t want to break up with you on lj because that is really low, even for me.