Amanda T,
Best friends seems like such a fucking cliché but we were, weren’t we?
I miss you terribly but how can I not? Your probably one of the most amazing things to ever happen to me, despite what some people may say. You changed my life, weather it be for the better or worse I still don’t fucking know or care because I enjoyed it. Like I have said before we had so many good times together, those are memories I wouldn’t trade for the world. We pretty much spent every min. of every day together or on the phone with each other. Maybe that was our down fall. I don’t hate you either; I don’t think I ever did. I don’t even know what our big 'fight' was actually about or why we stopped being friends except for the fact that we were getting on each others nerves probably from spending too much time together.
I don’t know what I'm really trying to say here though. I guess just that I appreciate you trying to still be my 'friend' and give me advice or whatever but also that you still don’t want to be friends with me?
I don’t know, I don’t fucking know. Take whatever you want out of this.
Just know that I wouldn’t be apposed to at least talking to you again if you wanted to.
I miss you terribly but how can I not? Your probably one of the most amazing things to ever happen to me, despite what some people may say. You changed my life, weather it be for the better or worse I still don’t fucking know or care because I enjoyed it. Like I have said before we had so many good times together, those are memories I wouldn’t trade for the world. We pretty much spent every min. of every day together or on the phone with each other. Maybe that was our down fall. I don’t hate you either; I don’t think I ever did. I don’t even know what our big 'fight' was actually about or why we stopped being friends except for the fact that we were getting on each others nerves probably from spending too much time together.
I don’t know what I'm really trying to say here though. I guess just that I appreciate you trying to still be my 'friend' and give me advice or whatever but also that you still don’t want to be friends with me?
I don’t know, I don’t fucking know. Take whatever you want out of this.
Just know that I wouldn’t be apposed to at least talking to you again if you wanted to.