Jul 28, 2006 01:06
There is no way that I can here in words fully express the extent and significance of my realization last night while smoking cigarettes in Sn'S.
First off I was enlightened by Katie G as to the meaning of 44. Amazing, I know. I don’t have the time or the patients to explain it to you here, but just know that I know and if you ever need/want to know I could tell you about it.
Secondly, I discovered that an amazing amount of odd/intriguing indidivuals/occourenses seem to follow Katie and I around where ever we go. I realized that theses people and these events are the threads for the fabric of life and they need to be captured. I intend on capturing these things on film and creating to most mind expanding documentary that the world has ever or will ever bear witness to. I am absolutely convinced that people need to know about the elves in Sn'S and the pant less woman holding news papers walking down the middle of the street. I not only intend on filming these people from a distance (but they would only be put in the film with their written permission of course) but I also plain on interviewing them. Not like "hi I'm Barbara Walters" but in a very natural conversation like style.
There was a black man at Sn'S last night deep in conversation with absolutely no one. I longed to walk up to him and simply ask him very politely to whom he was talking and about what. If I had my video camera at the time though I'm sure I would have.
That man is what the world should know about. People need to realize that it is the oddities that make up the fabric of life. I feel a sudden strong desire to share with the world with every thought that is buzzing around in my head right now. I think I have finally gone crazy but I don’t care one bit. I'm actually enjoying my self in this state. I feel absolutely alive. I have changed paths and I couldn’t be more excited.
So tomorrow after I get off of work at 2 I'm going to Best buy to purchase a video camera and some user friendly editing software. You’re laughing. I'm not laughing. If you think I'm joking right now you don’t know me and have completly underestimated how dedicated, intelligent and crazy I really am.
I'm doing this and no one can stop me.
The first person I intend on interviewing is the sales person who sells me my video camera at best buy. I will tell them my life goals then they will tell me the camera for me and we will bond and it will be glorious. Somewhere out there is a best buy employee who is probably sleeping but is simply waiting to meet me and to have their hand in changing the world.