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This is going to be another one of those really confusing entries that make no sense but merely only serve a purpose of being a niche for my random ramblings.
I think my mind tries a lot of denial. Denying that I'm probably extremely lonely. It hit me a little bit just a few ago. Even though he's always there for me, it's so hard to explain how my brain works. Even when I don't know how it works myself... like I told him, I think I'm fucked up in the head.
Music is even starting to make less and less sense nowadays. And that's when I can tell it's serious... the one constant, my only true passion, and it's turning blurry and grey... it scares me.
I think my mind tries a lot of denial. Denying that I'm probably extremely lonely. It hit me a little bit just a few ago. Even though he's always there for me, it's so hard to explain how my brain works. Even when I don't know how it works myself... like I told him, I think I'm fucked up in the head.
Music is even starting to make less and less sense nowadays. And that's when I can tell it's serious... the one constant, my only true passion, and it's turning blurry and grey... it scares me.