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I feel ridiculous.
I took a personality.. or something.. quiz the other day and it put into words this aspect of me.. finally. I do things for the credit and/or recognition. Which is true. Maybe my lack of common (sometimes American) experiences growing up forced me into this state.
Ughhh I don't want this to turn into self-contemplative kind of stupid entry.
I don't even find the point of posting entries on here anymore.
Actually.. I just feel kind of unappreciated lately. And I could say I don't know what to do but I just want to go shopping just because I think it'll.. fix something.
I think always look for something that'll fix what's wrong.
Doesn't work.
(I'm not as close to them/him/her as I think I am. I'm not as smart as I think I am. I'm not as okay-looking as I think I am. I'm not as comfortable with myself as/and I try to tell myself I am. I'm nowhere near any of them.)
Should be good to acknowledge.
I took a personality.. or something.. quiz the other day and it put into words this aspect of me.. finally. I do things for the credit and/or recognition. Which is true. Maybe my lack of common (sometimes American) experiences growing up forced me into this state.
Ughhh I don't want this to turn into self-contemplative kind of stupid entry.
I don't even find the point of posting entries on here anymore.
Actually.. I just feel kind of unappreciated lately. And I could say I don't know what to do but I just want to go shopping just because I think it'll.. fix something.
I think always look for something that'll fix what's wrong.
Doesn't work.
(I'm not as close to them/him/her as I think I am. I'm not as smart as I think I am. I'm not as okay-looking as I think I am. I'm not as comfortable with myself as/and I try to tell myself I am. I'm nowhere near any of them.)
Should be good to acknowledge.