Now your lover wants to put me in the ground
I started reading this "Perks of Being a Wallflower" and I am a few pages almost done and to be honest I did not enjoy it. It did not touch me, or leave me thinking, and how much the guy cries annoys me. I don't know why I heard so many times "it was such a great book!!!11" because it really isnt. Its not a book I live to read for, like many books have been before. I swear every letter he writes he talks about crying and it gets fucking old. At first I was confused, but then I just get annoyed when I see how he "starts crying" again over nothing and everyone around him has to put up with it. Inconsiderate. No one likes a drama queen. I only liked the parts when he mentioned drugs.
haha.
I know there is more depth to it and what such, and he does remind me of myself in his thinking, but its tiring and I am only seeing the same thing over and over in this book. Lame.
Anyway, I have been listening to Placebo alot and thinking about the ones around me lately. It seems that way.
Amy the Angry Aries. That is her name. That is what she is. She has the tendency of an Aries to "love 'em and leave 'em". I am tired of it. She comes and she goes and she treats me like this is third grade. She has no idea how fucking nice I have been to her, and she walks all over me. She won't even talk to me or attempt to hang out with me anytime now and just three weeks ago we were together every day. She did the same thing last year around the same time, and I am not able to deal with it. She is so hypocritical on so many levels and I am despising her for it. None the less, I hate that she has hurt my feelings, or how immature she is, and how she ignores me in front of her other friends, even when its only me & her she still isn't as enthusiastic as before. Its like Im a fucking dork she doesn't want to associate with but she is nice to me anyway so I won't go hang myself some day. WELL FUCK YOU BITCH!! I dont fucking need her, because Im not a fucking loser, and my friends come in amounts. That is something I COULD work on, is getting more friends because it would satisfy me in a million ways, and when I make new friends I feel better about myself and have high hopes.
If theres a higher being, I pray that it helps me find happiness soon.
My birthday is on the 20th.
haha.
I know there is more depth to it and what such, and he does remind me of myself in his thinking, but its tiring and I am only seeing the same thing over and over in this book. Lame.
Anyway, I have been listening to Placebo alot and thinking about the ones around me lately. It seems that way.
Amy the Angry Aries. That is her name. That is what she is. She has the tendency of an Aries to "love 'em and leave 'em". I am tired of it. She comes and she goes and she treats me like this is third grade. She has no idea how fucking nice I have been to her, and she walks all over me. She won't even talk to me or attempt to hang out with me anytime now and just three weeks ago we were together every day. She did the same thing last year around the same time, and I am not able to deal with it. She is so hypocritical on so many levels and I am despising her for it. None the less, I hate that she has hurt my feelings, or how immature she is, and how she ignores me in front of her other friends, even when its only me & her she still isn't as enthusiastic as before. Its like Im a fucking dork she doesn't want to associate with but she is nice to me anyway so I won't go hang myself some day. WELL FUCK YOU BITCH!! I dont fucking need her, because Im not a fucking loser, and my friends come in amounts. That is something I COULD work on, is getting more friends because it would satisfy me in a million ways, and when I make new friends I feel better about myself and have high hopes.
If theres a higher being, I pray that it helps me find happiness soon.
My birthday is on the 20th.