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you know the part in that song OHIO by Limbeck, well the live version, when he goes "five o'cloooyaaayockk"? its about the prettiest sound i have ever heard. i want everything to sound like that, but really, i don't because it would not be as special as it is.
FUCKKKKKK why is everyone annoying me??????? that's the real question. i just want to be so mean to make them stay away for a little bit, but i end up feeling even worse because i was unnecessarily mean. i just hung up on my brother and all i want to do is call him back and tell him that i'm sorry. i'm too stubborn, though. i'm allowed to be stubborn if i want.
i looooooooooooooooooove love love when old friends and old acquaintances come out of the wood work. it always happens at the best times. it's refreshing, like getting back from a loooong vacation and seeing all of your friends again, and hugging them and catching up. becca's dad thinks i curse like a sailor, and i think i could really pull off being one. maybe i'll buy a boat or build one and sail away for two months and come back and have a reunion with everyone. i like that idea!
does everyone like how i have no punctuation skills when i write in this thing? i do.
HEY! i saw a native american drag queen when i went shopping with my sister today. it was neat/gross. he/she(?? i don't know what he would rather be called) wore A LOT of make up. it was definitely a first for me. i mean, it's not everyday you see a native american drag queen...unless anyone else has seen one?
i honestly do not understand why i'm not tired. maybe i am, but i'm not feeling it yet. i stayed up til 3 this morning reading The Chronicles of Narnia. i do it annually, along with reading the Harry Potter series. I don't know what it is about those books but every time i read them, i still give the same reactions, if not more emotional. oh wait, i know what it is..GREAT WRITING, probably.
FUCKKKKKK why is everyone annoying me??????? that's the real question. i just want to be so mean to make them stay away for a little bit, but i end up feeling even worse because i was unnecessarily mean. i just hung up on my brother and all i want to do is call him back and tell him that i'm sorry. i'm too stubborn, though. i'm allowed to be stubborn if i want.
i looooooooooooooooooove love love when old friends and old acquaintances come out of the wood work. it always happens at the best times. it's refreshing, like getting back from a loooong vacation and seeing all of your friends again, and hugging them and catching up. becca's dad thinks i curse like a sailor, and i think i could really pull off being one. maybe i'll buy a boat or build one and sail away for two months and come back and have a reunion with everyone. i like that idea!
does everyone like how i have no punctuation skills when i write in this thing? i do.
HEY! i saw a native american drag queen when i went shopping with my sister today. it was neat/gross. he/she(?? i don't know what he would rather be called) wore A LOT of make up. it was definitely a first for me. i mean, it's not everyday you see a native american drag queen...unless anyone else has seen one?
i honestly do not understand why i'm not tired. maybe i am, but i'm not feeling it yet. i stayed up til 3 this morning reading The Chronicles of Narnia. i do it annually, along with reading the Harry Potter series. I don't know what it is about those books but every time i read them, i still give the same reactions, if not more emotional. oh wait, i know what it is..GREAT WRITING, probably.