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i am being selfish. maybe i should be happy that the past hurricane did not have a great effect on houston, but i can not help but think how much time we lost in school. i am afraid i will let myself fall behind in my work. i am reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. i should underline that because it is the title of a book, but i do not know how just yet. it is an amazing book. i haven't read it all, but i know it is an amazing book. i don't think i will put it down until i finish reading it. i am even reading it right now.
i woke up this morning and asked ashley if she wanted to go to Starbucks for our "Starbuck's date". when we walked into Starbuck's, there was a young, asian guy there. i told ashley "he might be gay." she said "i don't know.." and i looked at him again and said "ok, maybe he isn't." i think that when i looked at him a second time, it made me realize that some people dress the way they do to "fit in" more or less. i already knew that people do this, but seeing this guy made me understand it clearly. i don't know how i dress. i was feeling in a not-coffee mood, so i ordered a passion iced tea. as ashley and i sat and talked, i thought about how much i miss hanging out with ashley and bee and trav and kev and lauren. the reason that i don't hang out with them as often is because i have three different groups of friends. i have been with becca and whitney a lot. they are apart of one group. i really love every friend that i am blessed with, but i think it is weird that i can not hang out with them all at once. when i hang out with one group, it is as if i disappear from the other groups. i wish all of my friends could be friends with eachother.
after starbuck's, ashley and i went to chickfila, where i saw an old friend. i was too afraid to go up to that friend and say hello. i was afraid because i thought she would not recognize me. sometimes i think that when a person changes on the inside, they change on the outside too. maybe i associate changing with growing up? then after we finished eating, we came back to my house. becca came over.
as becca, ashley, and i were sitting on the couch watching television and talking, i was very happy. it made me very happy that becca and ashley and i all got along so well,as if we were old friends. i was amzaed because ashley and becca are in two different groups of friends. it made me think that maybe it would work out if all my friends were friends with eachother. i value every friendship i have, even if it isn't valued in return.
i have school tomorrow.
i woke up this morning and asked ashley if she wanted to go to Starbucks for our "Starbuck's date". when we walked into Starbuck's, there was a young, asian guy there. i told ashley "he might be gay." she said "i don't know.." and i looked at him again and said "ok, maybe he isn't." i think that when i looked at him a second time, it made me realize that some people dress the way they do to "fit in" more or less. i already knew that people do this, but seeing this guy made me understand it clearly. i don't know how i dress. i was feeling in a not-coffee mood, so i ordered a passion iced tea. as ashley and i sat and talked, i thought about how much i miss hanging out with ashley and bee and trav and kev and lauren. the reason that i don't hang out with them as often is because i have three different groups of friends. i have been with becca and whitney a lot. they are apart of one group. i really love every friend that i am blessed with, but i think it is weird that i can not hang out with them all at once. when i hang out with one group, it is as if i disappear from the other groups. i wish all of my friends could be friends with eachother.
after starbuck's, ashley and i went to chickfila, where i saw an old friend. i was too afraid to go up to that friend and say hello. i was afraid because i thought she would not recognize me. sometimes i think that when a person changes on the inside, they change on the outside too. maybe i associate changing with growing up? then after we finished eating, we came back to my house. becca came over.
as becca, ashley, and i were sitting on the couch watching television and talking, i was very happy. it made me very happy that becca and ashley and i all got along so well,as if we were old friends. i was amzaed because ashley and becca are in two different groups of friends. it made me think that maybe it would work out if all my friends were friends with eachother. i value every friendship i have, even if it isn't valued in return.
i have school tomorrow.