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im going to LA on the 25th of march, i already bought my ticket so its a definate trip. im kinda pissed cause i stayed last weekend when i coulda gone. oh well though. lately ive been doubting going to LA, but i know i wanna go. i guess the 5 or 6 visits im gonna make before i move will be the deciding factor i suppose. but then i think about how much i want to have saved when i move and it pisses me off, cause i want to, duh, move now, but i have barely anything saved, if i wait till the end of june like the plan is right now, then ill have like $5,000 saved, and if i wait to the end of october ill have over $13,000 saved. it also depends on something else i wont say, but yeah. i mean i want to leave so bad, but i could always visit and still be here working and saving. visit like once a month you know. right now, thats what im leaning towards. im only moving to LA for like a year or two anyways, id much rather live in NEW fucking YORK! in the city, around times square or central park. i love big cities man, ive always wanted to live in an apartment in manhatten. shit i could always just wait till next spring to leave and then ill have over $40,000+ saved, haha. but i know i'd be miserable here. fuck life, its so confusing. what does everyone that reads this think i should do? advice advice!
i'll have more info to sway my decision one way or another by the end of the month or so. i still really wanna go to art school bad too. so i don't know.
i'll have more info to sway my decision one way or another by the end of the month or so. i still really wanna go to art school bad too. so i don't know.