Aug 23, 2006 13:58
everything is so frustrating.
everyone is getting drunk, smoking pot, and throwing away their lives this summer,
and i'm not doing anything.
i've not done anything and i don't want to because i know how it's all going to end.
no, im not edge, but i dont really want to ruin my life
and i dont think i need to be under the influence of that shit to have fun.
god, ugh. GOD. FIOSHGHEKKZXNMUCK.
it's so frustrating
everyone is so empty and dumb.
grow the fuck up.
it all reminds me why i am so passionate about my future and the things i want to do with my life.
sometimes i feel like it's all i have. like, i love high school and i love running around carelessly, but i know what i feel passionately about and i know that i can't let anything get in the way of my goals and aspirations.
that's fucking cheesy as hell, but i dont care
sometimes i feel like high school is all just this huge test of my maturity and that i'm just being fucked with
and if that's the price i have to pay for adult responsibility, im not sure that it's worth it.
ugh.
frustration.