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This isn't from last night but last night wasn't too great i looked forward to it all day..and it really ened up sucking. we were all suppose to go to the bar but issues u have to be 21 to go in now they were iding everyone!! thne we were gonna go to halftimes..but we just went to amamnda i got drunk and puked at amandas sisters house. smoked. drank. did xanax all this shit i shouldn't even be doing it. im letting it like control my life it seems like all i do is get fucked up lately. WTF? on a more positive note! i talked to hilary today. i am now waiting for pam to wake the fuck up and smoke and lay out w/ me!!! i went to bed at 7:30 this morning and im up? lol crack head..i feel sooo tired but i can't sleep i feel sick!!!