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its always the same and for some reason we make it that way we make it okay...and we're dying in despair if we stepped off that curb would you even care? i walked by your house today, it shouldn't be normal to feel this way.
edit--yea so today is thursday? yea...thursday. how many more days till that place? umm three...then school. raaarr. dont wanna go back. but oh well. its a necessity :) yea. so tommy comes back tomorrow :) stoked about that. 'cept i'm not sure if we're gonna get to hang out and that's a drag cuz i really wanna just catch up. it's only been a week! haha yea. so im bummed. i haven't done any homework this break. but i finished a book. didn't write the report thing though. i'm a freaking slacker...sue me. haha please dont :). but yea. tomorrow i have to babysit, saturday is driving school, and sunday is...church/catch up day. how lame though, that we actually have homework. i want to cry. not really...but yea.
okay so trevor...mcghlauklin (?) imed me today. haven't talked to that one in forever. pretty sweet. seems like a nice guy still. or something like that.
me and ash went on a run today. i think i almost died huh ash? haha i didn't really eat a lot yesterday and didn't have but a few bites of cereal and yogurt *cuz im not a big morning eater* at 8:30am. So after the run i was like real dizzy and had that blacking out feeling before you pass out. i had that once at swim...like literally couldn't see anything i was so darned dizzy. yea i was pretty scared. so i was like sitting there praying for it to go away cuz i still had to walk home haha. im a loser. what can i say? :) yea so then a dog comes out by ash's house and i'm like omg! that's the dog that bit tommy...kinda. yea so i was all looking behind my shoulder to see if it was following me, all the way home. then i go by this guy's house who's having a remodel and i was expecting the man who lives there to come out of the back yard but one of the worker people did. so i kind of smiled but was caught off guard. he was older and had weird eyes...like glazed over and you could see the scar tissue in both. it was odd. so he looks at me making eye contact and i walk past and he says "hey! smile...i ain't that bad!" so i did. yea kinda weird...freaked me out a bit haha. but oh well, i'm sure he was a lovely gentleman...haha
okay...spanish homework and my bed call :) later loves...
edit--yea so today is thursday? yea...thursday. how many more days till that place? umm three...then school. raaarr. dont wanna go back. but oh well. its a necessity :) yea. so tommy comes back tomorrow :) stoked about that. 'cept i'm not sure if we're gonna get to hang out and that's a drag cuz i really wanna just catch up. it's only been a week! haha yea. so im bummed. i haven't done any homework this break. but i finished a book. didn't write the report thing though. i'm a freaking slacker...sue me. haha please dont :). but yea. tomorrow i have to babysit, saturday is driving school, and sunday is...church/catch up day. how lame though, that we actually have homework. i want to cry. not really...but yea.
okay so trevor...mcghlauklin (?) imed me today. haven't talked to that one in forever. pretty sweet. seems like a nice guy still. or something like that.
me and ash went on a run today. i think i almost died huh ash? haha i didn't really eat a lot yesterday and didn't have but a few bites of cereal and yogurt *cuz im not a big morning eater* at 8:30am. So after the run i was like real dizzy and had that blacking out feeling before you pass out. i had that once at swim...like literally couldn't see anything i was so darned dizzy. yea i was pretty scared. so i was like sitting there praying for it to go away cuz i still had to walk home haha. im a loser. what can i say? :) yea so then a dog comes out by ash's house and i'm like omg! that's the dog that bit tommy...kinda. yea so i was all looking behind my shoulder to see if it was following me, all the way home. then i go by this guy's house who's having a remodel and i was expecting the man who lives there to come out of the back yard but one of the worker people did. so i kind of smiled but was caught off guard. he was older and had weird eyes...like glazed over and you could see the scar tissue in both. it was odd. so he looks at me making eye contact and i walk past and he says "hey! smile...i ain't that bad!" so i did. yea kinda weird...freaked me out a bit haha. but oh well, i'm sure he was a lovely gentleman...haha
okay...spanish homework and my bed call :) later loves...