Jun 08, 2009 19:32
so curious
curiosity is killing me
every summer I think I want to escape Bend but summer is the only time I have with friends that I truly love and who love me. There aren't any other people that will have the same bonds as the people I know now.
I'm so curious to see if I'm crazy or not.
I don't think I am.
I think we're all crazy.
I don't think I need to rely on medication to keep me within the boundaries of society's views of what sanity is.
I'm very curious if I can survive somewhere else
but I have to see if I can survive here with support first
I am concerned about the serotonin levels in my brain
but I'm convincing myself that I have adequate levels because
the more I think about it, the more I am sure that whatever you believe will be true for you.
it sounds somewhat crazy but at the same time it makes much more sense than any other rules we have come across to govern the human population with