She used to be the happiest girl I knew and
I remember seeing her laugh
I remember the time she cried
When tears filler her eyes
. . .
She got what she always wanted
She got what she always wanted
[She's only crying on the inside]
You say it's your way,
you wont let me down
you wont let me down
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep
you smile in your sleep
When we met you said we were the same, you know
that we're different, we're different,
and all the times you promised me that everything would
work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken.
. . .
The words "best friend" become redefined.
my heart has holes
and black blood flows
we'll do some drugs, we'll fall in love
and get fucked up, while the world just shrugs.
as the vodka warms me up
i start to think
about a lot of shit.
what the fuck is becoming of my life?
it's pathetic.
poetically pathetic.
i bitch and moan about the stupidest shit.
who gives a shit if we're not friends anymore?
it was fun when we were.
i probably won't make the mistake of telling someone i like them again.
i learned.
i need a haircut.
i start saguaro monday.
fuck.
waking up early.
i cant do that anymore.
11 am is early for me.
mmm vodka.
god, people are fucking stupid.
god, im fucking stupid.
i love the friends i have.
why do i bitch about the ones i dont?
thats fucking stupid.
head
ow.
fuck.
weed.
stoned.
shit.