alright so

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its getting really close and im really starting to sweat it. sergio keeps reassuring me that everything is going to be fine and were going to get the apartment. i know my credit isnt cool and i may have that eviction on my record (tyvm grandpa but i understand about the eviction you were sick..) ugh FUCK. why the fuck does life have to be a hard thing man. I though life was supposed to be beautiful and that everyday was a blessing. how the fuck can it be a blessing when everything is shot to hell? lol maybe this is just a rough spot for me. other people telling me some other shit that is throwing me off course again regarding relationships. man oh man.

I WAS SO NAIVE TO THINK IT COULD BE SO SIMPLE.

oh by the way if anyone has a room or something for rent, give me a holler.