Feb 01, 2010 00:43
I don't feel like I have a home anymore. When I'm at Rowan I feel completely out of place. When I'm at home, my parents barely acknowledge my presence. And when I'm at work, I find myself feeling so angry toward my co-workers. They whine and moan as if Wegmans is their life. They take their jobs so seriously and I wonder if they even realize that there are much greater things going on than grocery store drama.
I guess I'm a little scatter-brained.
I just can't help but feel like my unhappiness is completely unfair. My brother didn't have to worry about working his first year of college, but it seems to be the only thing my parents care about for me. And while plenty of other kids go all over the united states for college, my parents want to keep me confined to New Jersey. I'm sorry, but Jersey has very few good schools. And by very few, I mean two, and both of those schools are only good for certain majors.
I did, however, get a call from my older cousin who goes to Temple. He needs a roommate and knows that I'm interested in applying. Maybe something will work in my favor for once.