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Senior pictures tomorrow and I'm not so excited. Of course, as usual, I'm stressing over a million things and I'm not focusing on the things I shoud be focusing on. Like algebra 3, but that's a story for a day when I don't feel like shit.
I feel like I've been doing so much running around lately. My car is essentially my third home. School is my first home, my house is my second. I wish I could say that my priorities are just mixed up but at this point they feel like they're all in the right place. Schoolwork comes first. Not before family, but before everything else. Including work. Especially work. I'm sorry, Wegman's, but I simply don't see myself making a career out of your grocery store chain. I don't want to be a cashier for the rest of my life and beyond that I don't want to be a manager in the same store I got my first job in. I want to get an education. Yes, I want my PhD. I want the white coat and the ability to help people who might otherwise not be helped. I don't see how I'd ever be happy at Wegman's if I'm not happy there as it is. Oh well, whaddya gonna do.
College searching is more and more fun and more and more stressful. I have two halves of two applications done. Out of the six I'm bound to fill out. Plus I need my letters of recommendation, and a special letter of recommendation for admission to Eugene Lang. (Stab me with a fork now?) I just want to take a 12 hour nap for once. Please, please, please.
I feel like I've been doing so much running around lately. My car is essentially my third home. School is my first home, my house is my second. I wish I could say that my priorities are just mixed up but at this point they feel like they're all in the right place. Schoolwork comes first. Not before family, but before everything else. Including work. Especially work. I'm sorry, Wegman's, but I simply don't see myself making a career out of your grocery store chain. I don't want to be a cashier for the rest of my life and beyond that I don't want to be a manager in the same store I got my first job in. I want to get an education. Yes, I want my PhD. I want the white coat and the ability to help people who might otherwise not be helped. I don't see how I'd ever be happy at Wegman's if I'm not happy there as it is. Oh well, whaddya gonna do.
College searching is more and more fun and more and more stressful. I have two halves of two applications done. Out of the six I'm bound to fill out. Plus I need my letters of recommendation, and a special letter of recommendation for admission to Eugene Lang. (Stab me with a fork now?) I just want to take a 12 hour nap for once. Please, please, please.