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i feel so closed out.
maybe im feeling liek this cuz im sick and alone.
idk.like friends keep things from me.
people are becoming mean
im not happy with myself n e more.
like.
i swear.. if i died i dont think people would care.. onnly those weirdos on mysapce would post dumb comments like.. RIP.. the people who dont even know me. they only care about what i look like.
i hate this.
i feel like out of the "in" crowd.
i mean. .the things i like doing now.. dont seem to interest me n e more.
i think i need to do new things with my time. or just wait to graduate and meet other people.
i hate this
.or maybe cuz i dont drive and i live to far away and so peopel dont wanna get me.
maybe when i get a car things will change?
i hate feeling like this.
ahhhh.
i need real peopel in my life..people who wont. hide htings behind ur back and will be there and not leave u out of stuff.
and its like i have to put on this front of being confiident.. peopel seem to be attracked to that.. but in reality.. NO ONE is happy with the way they are. we are all fake people.. hopeing to full someone into likeing them,.or maybe even falling in love with them.
maybe im feeling liek this cuz im sick and alone.
idk.like friends keep things from me.
people are becoming mean
im not happy with myself n e more.
like.
i swear.. if i died i dont think people would care.. onnly those weirdos on mysapce would post dumb comments like.. RIP.. the people who dont even know me. they only care about what i look like.
i hate this.
i feel like out of the "in" crowd.
i mean. .the things i like doing now.. dont seem to interest me n e more.
i think i need to do new things with my time. or just wait to graduate and meet other people.
i hate this
.or maybe cuz i dont drive and i live to far away and so peopel dont wanna get me.
maybe when i get a car things will change?
i hate feeling like this.
ahhhh.
i need real peopel in my life..people who wont. hide htings behind ur back and will be there and not leave u out of stuff.
and its like i have to put on this front of being confiident.. peopel seem to be attracked to that.. but in reality.. NO ONE is happy with the way they are. we are all fake people.. hopeing to full someone into likeing them,.or maybe even falling in love with them.