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[________lover]

"Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?"In recent news : I have another new layout. And I finished a great book tonight. I've seen Jess and

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Nice layout!

[pelvis_owns]

I cant wait till we get to hangout at your grandparents. i honestly love that place!
and this time we wont have to worry about being too loud and stuff hahaha.
What movie did you watch and did you finnish sputnik sweetheart? i cant wait to finnish that.

and i feel the exact some way about pepople and their drugs. it just slways reminds me of that one day where the lighting was dark. its just horrible.
♥

Re: Nice layout!

[________lover]

I'm kindof excited too :)
I might be more excited if I did let Paul know about that whole possibility. I just feel like it's way too sketchy to work.

I'll tell you about the movie later. & Yeah, Sputnik Sweetheart. Look at that, you spelled it right! You can spell that, but you misspell 'finish'? My oh my.

&That whole situation lately is ridiculous.

[__bryceratops]

amanda, i don't know if you really care but i need someone supportive to go to an alanon meeting with me. And you seem to be the only one with the positive attitude I need. I really need. If you don't want to I can understand why, it's not exactly pleasant, or even above trailer parks, but I just thought I would ask.

[________lover]

Of course I'd go with you. I'm honored that you're even asking.

Call me or something soon and let me know when and all that. Or I'll call you.

[electrikraygun]

hey sorry.
it's just my life has hit a low. my mom is an obsessed control freak, i have nothing else to do. sounds fucking pathetic. but it's the truth. it makes time fly by, due to the fact i don't see anyone.

[________lover]

Don't apologize to me. It really has nothing to do with me.

I'm not forcing my opinions on you or anything, but even if it doesn't seem like it, I do care about you. I just don't want you to become one of those un-interesting assholes that only talk about getting wasted. And they complain about everyone telling them their whole life has been a huge fuck up, but they never realize that the only reason their life is a huge fuck up because they made it that way. I just don't want you to become someone like that.

And your life may be at a low now, but in the long run alcohol will just make it worse if you let it. So all I'm saying, is don't let it.

& By the way, this whole entry wasn't directed only to you. & Sorry to sound like a mom.

[electrikraygun]

i know, but i had a feeling it was somewhat toward me. the last few weeks have been reallyk a;lskf;lkj. but it's fine.

i hope i don't turn into an uninterested asshole. ack

[jerseysbest]

also,
amanda lou paramore is gay because her bestfriend has tried to call her about 7487897358945 times in a few days, & has she answered.

NO!

but i loveR her anyway.

[________lover]

Ok well before I couldn't talk so it wouldn't of been much of a conversation. And since then I either A] haven't felt like talking to anyone because I'm still sick or B] had my phone taken away or C] Haven't had time to talk, so what's the point in calling just to say goodbye?

I'm sorry, I'm a fucker.

[jerseysbest]

i love you fucker. ha.

p.s. it was nice chatting with you briefly today, even though you didn't call back!

[________lover]

sorry, we already have 'our people' over...you know who i mean, and uh...i'm regulating. hahaha. i love you though.

KONSTANTINE.

[anonymous]

i wish i was with you.
my night is turning out horrible.
so, i miss you.
i will be home tomorrow.
or at least closer to home then i am right now.
kbyelove.