Feb 18, 2006 16:46
So I've realized that I can't do anything or go anywhere without worrying or without knowing that in the back of my head I am hoping and praying that something horrible doesn't happen and that everything just goes along smoothly because I know that if it doesn't, I'm going to have another breakdown. I know thats not normal, but what I really hate the most is thinking about something that could be happening right now and there's nothing I can do about it. They could be doing anything, and I know they're not, but they could be, and that makes me want to kill myself in the most hurtful way possible.
Smarterchild:(4:53:44PM) Heres your Cancer horoscope for Saturday, February 18th, provided by Astrology.com:
Veering off the straight and narrow might be ever so tempting, but every time you try and do so, you're reminded of what's at stake. The stars have given you an extra dose of morality. Deal with it.
Ughhhhh.