May 25, 2005 22:08
i want to get out of here, really bad
except no money and no place to go
stop lying
EDIT:
i was just looking at the year book from last year and it made me sad. i realize how a lot of things have changed and how a lot of relationships have as well. i really miss last year and i wish everything was still like it was then. i dont like how this summer is going. i wish it was either last summer or that i could get out of carmel, i honestly dont think that it is good for me. i was right when i was thinking about coming home from college, i have moved on from carmel and now that im back its bringing back old feelings i had when i was here and now i feel like im torn between two places. like i said before i just really wish this was last summer instead or that i could get away idk
EDIT 2:
i was really bored soooo