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my friend shaun died. i fucking was so close with him. since we were in 1st grade, we always would talk. he moved and now people told me that he died in a car accident, but wrecked his car on purpose. i have been crying for an hour or two, and rachel, well for too long, see, they went out for about a year or two. it hit her worse than me. Than shes sad because other stuff, and so am i. I cant talk to britt anymore and i wish katie nd rae were friends again, im addicted to drugs so i gota get off them. im thinking of killing myself all the time now too. i fuckign hate my life.