no good to me.
well it's again another monday. i'm sure this monday will be no different from anyother... this weekend was fun though.
friday- me, linz, and brett g. hung out. went to dinner with bg's parental unit and then we went to walmart and i got another fish! i now have two fish. terror and gladis. it's word.
saturday- me, linz, lizard, brett g. and brett smith went out to eat but brett g. was fucking getting on my last nerve and so i was about to fucking slap him, but i got over it. uh then brett g. and lizard went off and did their own thing while me, linz and brett smith went to go see that movie tristan and isolde. what a good one! it made me really depressed though cause i thought about jared...
friday night i wrote jared saying how i was just sick of EVERYTHING. and surprisingly he didn't want to end it. so he actully does care... i think... well he told me that he was gonna call me friday night so we can just talk about everything. and he didn't. then he said he would call saturday night... and he didn't and then last night he said he'd call me in 20 minutes. than that turned into an hour... so i was like wtf. and he was like well i'm almost done cleaning i'll call you in a few... and omgomgomg GUESS WHAT. he didn't. so yeah i don't know what i should do. really and truely i care about him and i really want this to work. but if he doesn't start putting some effort towards this relationship. we're going no where... i just wish that he would move back here. it would be sooo much easier. but i don't know what's really going on and why he can't... so yeah. i guess we'll see what happens. wish me luck.
this week is exam week and i only have to take 2 exams! weoooo STOKEDDDDD. =]
and and and i have wednesday, thurday, friday, monday, and tuesday off.
and and and i get my car back today, hopefully.
so maybe this week will look a little better than i planned eh?
<3
friday- me, linz, and brett g. hung out. went to dinner with bg's parental unit and then we went to walmart and i got another fish! i now have two fish. terror and gladis. it's word.
saturday- me, linz, lizard, brett g. and brett smith went out to eat but brett g. was fucking getting on my last nerve and so i was about to fucking slap him, but i got over it. uh then brett g. and lizard went off and did their own thing while me, linz and brett smith went to go see that movie tristan and isolde. what a good one! it made me really depressed though cause i thought about jared...
friday night i wrote jared saying how i was just sick of EVERYTHING. and surprisingly he didn't want to end it. so he actully does care... i think... well he told me that he was gonna call me friday night so we can just talk about everything. and he didn't. then he said he would call saturday night... and he didn't and then last night he said he'd call me in 20 minutes. than that turned into an hour... so i was like wtf. and he was like well i'm almost done cleaning i'll call you in a few... and omgomgomg GUESS WHAT. he didn't. so yeah i don't know what i should do. really and truely i care about him and i really want this to work. but if he doesn't start putting some effort towards this relationship. we're going no where... i just wish that he would move back here. it would be sooo much easier. but i don't know what's really going on and why he can't... so yeah. i guess we'll see what happens. wish me luck.
this week is exam week and i only have to take 2 exams! weoooo STOKEDDDDD. =]
and and and i have wednesday, thurday, friday, monday, and tuesday off.
and and and i get my car back today, hopefully.
so maybe this week will look a little better than i planned eh?
<3