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i can`t sleep. its like 5:49, i guess i would have to get up for school anyways. but still, its too early, i have another like hour to sleep. boo. oh well. i had a little talk with cameron yesterday and i was like "i don`t think that you care about me anymore. boo" and he didn`t say much but he had to go and i called him back and he had gone to his brothers so i was like well, fuck this, he`s not going to call me back. and guess what?! he ACTUALLY CALLED ME BACK. yeah, i know that doesnt seem like a big deal, but i told him that i didn`t feel really special or anything and that i didn`t think that he wanted to talk to me anymore, and he was like don`t be silly i hope that things change, and for the better because im crazy about him. its retarded. haha. anyways. OH yeah! i`m really proud of cameron though. he`ll be getting his GED soon, and getting a job, his dad should be driving his[cameron`s] car down from Ohio sometime this month. i`m so proud of my baby. :) kitty && i kinda bonded a little. i dunno, it`s weird, i was like "cameron spends all his time at stephen`s house" and she was like "well, i can go over there with you this weekend, if you want." and i was like WHAT?! you didn`t want to hang out with me like two seconds ago. i dunno. i guess that it`s cool. blah blah blah. i think since the weather is decent, i`m going to sit outside again. with nique and kitty and them. because i have fun out there. not that i dont have fun with lizz & kris, i just need to get closer with the kids in my grade because i just do. haha. don`t ask. i love you kris & lizz <33 anyways i went nuts downloading music last night, so everyone should download the following...
Who's Got The Herb? - 311
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds - The Beatles
Champange - 311
Box of Rain - The Grateful Dead
Heavy Things - Phish
Stay (Wasting Time) DAVE MATTHEWS! :)
ok, thats about all i have to say, which was a lot, but still.
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