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blagh.
okay, all day i didnt do much. i helped out, i hate it. hell, i got sunburnt from being outside so long. its like blaghh! >_< but we made 251.00 so its alright, right after i was starting to clean up.. ryan called me ;/ yeah.
it fucking sucks. pretty much me and ryan are over with, were not even friends anymore. we started talking again, and things were going good. we just dont talk, we dont get along. i hate how he treats me. i hate how he talks to me. i just hate it. and then he calls me and expects me to be like, oh my gosh.. i love you! i pretty much told him i didnt want to talk to him anymore. cause im sick of crying over him, and getting hurt because of him. ;/
im suppost to see him tomarrow to talk, but really. i dont want to, im SICK of hurting and crying, the past few days ive been so upset. and crying and blagh. im SICK of it. and hes gonna be mad at me for posting it in here, but whatever.
im d . o . n . e crying over him.
oh man, last night i got tired and scared of my basement, so i went upstairs and went online in my bedroom. and my keyboards cord is really long, so i pulled it onto my bed. & i fell asleep talking to kevin. lmao, i woke up n chris & rach FLOODED me with IMs.. it was hallarious, iw oke up and i was like in a panic, like WHOAH. I FELL ASLEEP. haha. it was funny. lmao, i woke up n my keyboard was on my pillow. we slept together last night ;] <3
life is one big party when your young.
blagh. whatever. im tired. im gonna go lay down. ;/
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okay, all day i didnt do much. i helped out, i hate it. hell, i got sunburnt from being outside so long. its like blaghh! >_< but we made 251.00 so its alright, right after i was starting to clean up.. ryan called me ;/ yeah.
it fucking sucks. pretty much me and ryan are over with, were not even friends anymore. we started talking again, and things were going good. we just dont talk, we dont get along. i hate how he treats me. i hate how he talks to me. i just hate it. and then he calls me and expects me to be like, oh my gosh.. i love you! i pretty much told him i didnt want to talk to him anymore. cause im sick of crying over him, and getting hurt because of him. ;/
im suppost to see him tomarrow to talk, but really. i dont want to, im SICK of hurting and crying, the past few days ive been so upset. and crying and blagh. im SICK of it. and hes gonna be mad at me for posting it in here, but whatever.
im d . o . n . e crying over him.
oh man, last night i got tired and scared of my basement, so i went upstairs and went online in my bedroom. and my keyboards cord is really long, so i pulled it onto my bed. & i fell asleep talking to kevin. lmao, i woke up n chris & rach FLOODED me with IMs.. it was hallarious, iw oke up and i was like in a panic, like WHOAH. I FELL ASLEEP. haha. it was funny. lmao, i woke up n my keyboard was on my pillow. we slept together last night ;] <3
life is one big party when your young.
blagh. whatever. im tired. im gonna go lay down. ;/
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