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There are times when I feel like my life is standing still.
Like I am going nowhere.
I'm confused as to why I'm at school and why I decided to go here.
Would I have still gone to school if me and Wesley started dating sooner?
Probably not. But maybe. I'm not sure. And that scares me.
I feel like I'm wasting my time here in Richmond.
The times that I do go out, I go overboard.
I hate doing drugs, but I do them anyways.
I've never felt so shitty as I do when I'm high.
And it's only been like that since I've gotten here.
I don't get it.
I want to finish this semester.
Go home.
Make some money.
And move to Fayetteville.
I just hope that's still what he wants, too.
Like I am going nowhere.
I'm confused as to why I'm at school and why I decided to go here.
Would I have still gone to school if me and Wesley started dating sooner?
Probably not. But maybe. I'm not sure. And that scares me.
I feel like I'm wasting my time here in Richmond.
The times that I do go out, I go overboard.
I hate doing drugs, but I do them anyways.
I've never felt so shitty as I do when I'm high.
And it's only been like that since I've gotten here.
I don't get it.
I want to finish this semester.
Go home.
Make some money.
And move to Fayetteville.
I just hope that's still what he wants, too.