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Well, I finished my portfolio. I busted my ass all week to get it done because I thought I was going away this weekend. Buuuuuut I'm not going away. COOL.
Regardless, I'm relieved that I'm done. That was very very very stressful. But it's not over yet. I have to turn it in on Monday.. which involves waiting 2+ hours in a line full of every single Art Foundation student. Talk about hell.
So that'll be my Monday morning / afternoon. I'll have to miss my english class, which shouldn't be a problem because I haven't gone for the past 2 months (at least). I love classes that don't take attendance.
I started thinking today about when I actually leave VCU. I know that it's going to be so much better when I'm back at home working.. but I'm really going to miss it here. I'll always have a spot in my heart for Richmond. And I hope that I'll be spending a lot of time down here over the summer.
It's days like today that make me really re-think leaving school though. I hate it more than anything when Wesley's stressed out and upset. He shuts everyone out. Everyone. He tells me to call him later, and when I do, he doesn't answer. He doesn't talk when we're on the phone. It's very frustrating. I wish that he'd just tell me that he didn't really want to talk.. or tell me what was wrong. But when I ask him, he just says "nothing". Oh ok..
I KNOW that there's something wrong. I KNOW you're stressed out. I want to help. I want to be able to make him happy, you know? I think he knows that. I mean, I know he knows that. But I feel like when I get upset or stressed out, he always makes me feel better. Just talking to him for 2 minutes, I feel completely better.
I guess that's just another perk of being a girl. Lovin' it.
Regardless, I'm relieved that I'm done. That was very very very stressful. But it's not over yet. I have to turn it in on Monday.. which involves waiting 2+ hours in a line full of every single Art Foundation student. Talk about hell.
So that'll be my Monday morning / afternoon. I'll have to miss my english class, which shouldn't be a problem because I haven't gone for the past 2 months (at least). I love classes that don't take attendance.
I started thinking today about when I actually leave VCU. I know that it's going to be so much better when I'm back at home working.. but I'm really going to miss it here. I'll always have a spot in my heart for Richmond. And I hope that I'll be spending a lot of time down here over the summer.
It's days like today that make me really re-think leaving school though. I hate it more than anything when Wesley's stressed out and upset. He shuts everyone out. Everyone. He tells me to call him later, and when I do, he doesn't answer. He doesn't talk when we're on the phone. It's very frustrating. I wish that he'd just tell me that he didn't really want to talk.. or tell me what was wrong. But when I ask him, he just says "nothing". Oh ok..
I KNOW that there's something wrong. I KNOW you're stressed out. I want to help. I want to be able to make him happy, you know? I think he knows that. I mean, I know he knows that. But I feel like when I get upset or stressed out, he always makes me feel better. Just talking to him for 2 minutes, I feel completely better.
I guess that's just another perk of being a girl. Lovin' it.