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Strike all that. The blizzard killed my chances of seeing my Matt at all today. But, I called him and explained, and he's calling me back later. I guess it could be worse.
To add to my ever-growing stress (I'm surprised I haven't snapped and killed someone yet), oMatt blew me off yesterday and I haven't been able to get ahold of him since. I know he's not dead, because his dad said that the day he was going to hang out with me, he went to hang out with some other friend. He's been online on many occaisions since, but have I been able to get a response out of him? Of course not. I can understand if I'd done something wrong and he was upset with me. But, the last time I talked to him was when we made the plans and nothing was wrong. At all. He's had no provocation to be ignoring me and this is entirely spontaneous. I'm fucking livid.
(update, ten minutes later)
I finally got a hold of him. He tried lying and telling me that he didn't have a ride home from FLCC yesterday, which was complete bullshit as his dad told me what happened after going there to pick him up. He had no fucking excuse as to why he chose to completely ignore our plans and was completely silent because he ''doesn't like confrontation.'' I told him to have fun hanging out with his other friends for a very long time. *does the ghetto snaps*
In addition, I had a dream this morning that the world ended.
I'm still not in a wholly bad mood, surprisingly. Maybe I'm starting to get used to things going wrong.
At least my Matt is calling me later.
p.s.
happy valentines day!
especially to Cassandra and Derek for dealing with all my ranting today and cheering me up (sort of).
and a special thanks to the Hot Pockets company. What would I ever do without you?
To add to my ever-growing stress (I'm surprised I haven't snapped and killed someone yet), oMatt blew me off yesterday and I haven't been able to get ahold of him since. I know he's not dead, because his dad said that the day he was going to hang out with me, he went to hang out with some other friend. He's been online on many occaisions since, but have I been able to get a response out of him? Of course not. I can understand if I'd done something wrong and he was upset with me. But, the last time I talked to him was when we made the plans and nothing was wrong. At all. He's had no provocation to be ignoring me and this is entirely spontaneous. I'm fucking livid.
(update, ten minutes later)
I finally got a hold of him. He tried lying and telling me that he didn't have a ride home from FLCC yesterday, which was complete bullshit as his dad told me what happened after going there to pick him up. He had no fucking excuse as to why he chose to completely ignore our plans and was completely silent because he ''doesn't like confrontation.'' I told him to have fun hanging out with his other friends for a very long time. *does the ghetto snaps*
In addition, I had a dream this morning that the world ended.
I'm still not in a wholly bad mood, surprisingly. Maybe I'm starting to get used to things going wrong.
At least my Matt is calling me later.
p.s.
happy valentines day!
especially to Cassandra and Derek for dealing with all my ranting today and cheering me up (sort of).
and a special thanks to the Hot Pockets company. What would I ever do without you?