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So. I gave blood today. It was way more bearable than the first time. I didn't fully pass out, but I still lost sight and hearing and they rushed me to the gourney thing. Oh well.
Prior to that, I saw Matt's mom on my way to the office. We greeted eachother and everything, but then she did a double-take and said, ''Alyssa, can you do me a favor?'' I'm like, 'anything, what's up.' She asked me not to call Matt so much, because his cell bill this month was way too high. I told her it was hard enough only seeing him on the weekends, and she's like, 'well, we're gonna sell the van and maybe buy him a new car and everything. So, just call him after nine and on the weekends when it's free, okay?' Well, now. I completely respect Matt's parents. That should be pretty obivous. And, maybe this is a reasonable request. However, I don't fucking think so. I love this person, and I only see him four times a month. Beyond that, I only call him once or twice during the week. Furthermore, he's not fucking awake after nine on most days because he goes to work at 11, and I'm there on the fucking weekends. It's hard enough already, and now, she wants me to cut back even further? I understand that money is tight for him and a high cell bill doesn't help any, but I'm failing to see where I'm the problem given that I don't call him all hours of the day, or any more than twice a week. I didn't get into this relationship thinking I was going to end up with weekly fucking visitation rights. I haven't talked to him about it. I'm waiting until 9.
I can't remember exactly what was running through my mind the second she made that request, but I ran straight up to Options to vent to Bauman about it. Fucking christ.
Prior to that, I saw Matt's mom on my way to the office. We greeted eachother and everything, but then she did a double-take and said, ''Alyssa, can you do me a favor?'' I'm like, 'anything, what's up.' She asked me not to call Matt so much, because his cell bill this month was way too high. I told her it was hard enough only seeing him on the weekends, and she's like, 'well, we're gonna sell the van and maybe buy him a new car and everything. So, just call him after nine and on the weekends when it's free, okay?' Well, now. I completely respect Matt's parents. That should be pretty obivous. And, maybe this is a reasonable request. However, I don't fucking think so. I love this person, and I only see him four times a month. Beyond that, I only call him once or twice during the week. Furthermore, he's not fucking awake after nine on most days because he goes to work at 11, and I'm there on the fucking weekends. It's hard enough already, and now, she wants me to cut back even further? I understand that money is tight for him and a high cell bill doesn't help any, but I'm failing to see where I'm the problem given that I don't call him all hours of the day, or any more than twice a week. I didn't get into this relationship thinking I was going to end up with weekly fucking visitation rights. I haven't talked to him about it. I'm waiting until 9.
I can't remember exactly what was running through my mind the second she made that request, but I ran straight up to Options to vent to Bauman about it. Fucking christ.