Mar 29, 2006 23:14
i havn't packed yet. i leave on a plane in the morning.
so this is my last year in vocal ensemble. after Mt.Sac i feel like a freakin' family now. and now that know that this will be the last time i will TRULY be able to spend quality time with all of them, i'm saddened by the fact that this time spent with them is limited. i hug EVERYONE in vocal EVERY morning because of that. EVERY morning during fourth period i hug every single person and i'm glad i did. when will i ever have a family like that again? when will i ever be able to say I BELONG to a group like them. VOCAL has been my family for three years no matter if people saw it or not. Its hard to believe that its almost nearing its end. V.E. was soooooo much more to me than a choir. the friends that i've gotten close with have helped me year after year with my problems. ( and most of them were the CAUSE of the problem in the first place ) =] i havn't realized how much i'm leaving behind when i go to college. i'm leaving brothers and sisters that have helped me grow over the years. i'm leaving people that i've hugged everyday since september. i'm leaving mr.rodriguez, i'm leaving a family. so when i leave this plane tonight. i'll make sure i spend every moment with them as if it were my last. "tomorrow is never promised like memories are." - arnel i really hope i live up to that this week. cuz this is my last time to have fun as a high school boy FOREVER.
good night
good morning
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