Dec 28, 2005 03:55
feeling left out is the worst feeling that i can think of.
but o well. its they're loss cuz they don't get to hang out with me. i'm leaving for san francisco in about 30 minutes and i havn't gotten any sleep. hopefully i'll sleep the whole way and it won't be as long. i really miss how i used to be. i was so zealous towards Christ. what happened to all that zeal? all that longing? all that emotion? its all gone and i've remained jaded towards much things. its very difficult living without a car. your life is seriosly on a standby because you have to rely on others to get around. i hate that. i drive in february. i better pass. i'm done ranting and raving for now. see you guys on saturday dec 31, i'll be back by then. good night