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I'm 80% sure that I'm not going to South Korea. I just can't. For one, I feel guilty about going and doing something I'm not passionate about. I've never wanted to be a teacher. Ever. Two, I don't think it's fair to the students for me to be there for such selfish reasons. I only want to travel. I don't really even want to go anywhere in Asia. Three, I just don't think I can leave my family and friends. I FINALLY feel like I belong somewhere with a group of people that make me so happy.
I know that living abroad could be a wonderful experience, and a ton of people I know have been so supportive of me going. However, I just don't think it's the right thing for me right now. I have no idea what I'm going to do instead, but I just don't think going to Korea is the right path for me to take.
Figuring everything out is so hard, but hopefully I'll be happy in the end. I'd rather be happy stuck in this stupid city than be miserable with "experiences".
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