Oct 31, 2005 16:57
i feel good. it's halloween. woo-hoo. whatev. lol trick or treating is gonna be fun, stefan and brian make life a little easier to live in.
i stayed home today, and im starting to like that more than going to school. there was a day when going to school was life. but now, with only marin all day, school is just school. its hard classes, bitchy teachers, faces that after long have begun to annoy me, and shitty lunches. last year was fun. i wish i could go back. laughing with what's-his-name, goofin' around with the old crew, lunch-time fun, jeez i'd even go back to the time when me and sean were together.
BUT WAIT. THERES MORE.
i refuse to let this entry be gay. because i am IN LOVE. and that is gonna overrule gay. i promise.
paddles cant come down b4 the sweet sixteen, WHICH WILL RULE, but im going up. TO NEWYORK. to the bronx. bitches gettin SHOT UP. lol sometime in november.
AH TO BE AWAY FROM THIS HELL.
i can't wait.
we're also gonna go in december, me and adam. ADVENTURES TO THE TENTH POWER.
i am so very excited, because this boy makes me feel like nothing else in the world matters.
"what's your opinion on love?"
"love is backscratches in bed, and not caring that the other person sees you looking the worse.. i live for random backscratches. what's yours?"
"love is when ya brushin ya teeth, and your partner is on the bowl, takin a shit. and ya'll just laugh about the smell."
this boy makes me wanna "get wifed up" as he so profoundly put it.
:D