i've got big, big plans

Jan 05, 2006 17:57

alright, so i'm going to kill a little time while i figure out what i'm going to do tonight. (me&welsey might go cotton picking!!!)

okay so there are a few things i forgot to mention in my last entry .. um .. that they refer to their ice cream as "custard" because its creamier... they say "soda pop" or just "soda" and we say coke in general. they don't say trash, they call it garbage. one of my cousin's friends commented on mexicans saying shes never seen an ugly mexican girl. i was like"ohhhh giiirrll, go down southhhhhh" because we all know how false that is. & i swear theres more; but who am i kidding? i'm the only one that seems to be intrigued by it all.

anyway, this time now, is the time that rikes suppose to come live with me for the rest of the year; problem is, i'm not too sure i want that anymore. me & her fight constantly, it's weird. but no matter how foreign she is, me & her are so much alike. i think thats why we fight all the time. i don't know theres a lot more to it than that. my brother is playing with her mind. & at the moment, me & her aren't talking because i refuse to answer her calls. hey, it's all in the game.

so on another point, i have realized how different everything seems to be for me. like kind of social wise. i talk to peers in school, & old past friends outside of school. i haven't really found that "group" that i think i could maintain relationships with. either i'm being picky or i'm fucking stupid. either way, i'm still left wandering. i never really know who i'm going to hang out with until the last hour i do something. & the only real people i talk to on the phone are wesley & thomas. Ls a little too wild for me;she's totally fun to hang out with and theres never a dull moment, but sometimes, i like being bored(just not always alone) & gabbys & my interests clash. shes cool, but we go our separate ways group,music, & mind wise. i'm just still looking i guess, but its never been like this.

damnit, i'm writing a fucking sequal.

p.ssssssss. fancy welsey made me a fake myspace so ignore it. i guess you can say im "anti-myspace" because i personally think its fucking useless.

&&&&& i LOVE YOU, FRANKIE

the END.
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