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been too tired/busy lately to do/think/feel much of anything.
soccer a lot ever since last week, double sessions everyday and then jamboree on sunday. even though i'm exhausted, it's not a bad thing at all. it's the one thing about this year that im looking forward to and has started already.
been trying to see brandon a lot since i'm bringing him down to boston with his parents on sunday for school finally. it will be so weird without him around to talk to all of the time, but i'll see him a lot and i think it'll end up being okay. just sad that we're both so excited about everything this year and we both won't be around to see eachother go through it.
actually, i'm not really sure how i feel about it as much as i say i do. pretty much i've been so tired and nervous about it that i don't feel anything about him leaving at all. sometimes i'm sad, but mostly i'm just caught up in the fact that time just keeps moving on regardless of how i feel.
despite how much the rest of summer sucked, the end of it has picked up nicely. hung out with mary the other night, walked around portsmouth and the mall, got ice cream at golicks. it was so nice talking to her again, we hdnt hung out for a while. we talked a lot about how much we and everyone else has changed. its fun looking back, i guess, just bizarre. a few nights before that me and brandon hung out with trevor and casey and that was fun, because i love how funny she is. we watched brandon and trevor fill in in the community band, rented kill bill and ate ice cream. i've also run into a lot of people i havent seen a lot this summer. k, so thatsssss nice.
blah blah blah, so i'm not dead.
& my cell phone works again. 5340024.