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i'm in long island right now, it's pretty and warm.
happy birthday alexandra i love you so much girl.
i wish i wasn't so rediculously obsessed with clothes. like i can't even look in magazines because i just get so jealous and i want everything. i really think i have serious issues.
sometimes i wish that different things were important to me. or maybe that less things were important to me because i can't get my "priorities" straight. my head is all over the place along with my emotions, sometimes i can't even tell if i'm worried or excited, frustrated or just too focused... or not focused enough. i feel confident, i am confident, but i'm falling apart and i can't seem to keep myself together. it's probably just pre-school year stress. all i know is that i can't wait for friday.
happy birthday alexandra i love you so much girl.
i wish i wasn't so rediculously obsessed with clothes. like i can't even look in magazines because i just get so jealous and i want everything. i really think i have serious issues.
sometimes i wish that different things were important to me. or maybe that less things were important to me because i can't get my "priorities" straight. my head is all over the place along with my emotions, sometimes i can't even tell if i'm worried or excited, frustrated or just too focused... or not focused enough. i feel confident, i am confident, but i'm falling apart and i can't seem to keep myself together. it's probably just pre-school year stress. all i know is that i can't wait for friday.