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alright.
i'm home from the vineyard and it was a pretty swell time. hell yeah to actually knowing someone who lives in an oak's bluff's house, it's nice to see it from the other side. hell yeah to mad martha's, ect.
more importantly it's my sister's birthday today and i love her and manda leaves today and i love her too.
i miss my jaimeeeeeeeee.
and i can't help but unfold the old notes from the old days when i have nothing better to do, and i can't help but cry and i can't help but hate myself and i can't help but feel a little bit more pointless and a little bit less usefull and a lot more sad and a whole lot less complete.
i'm home from the vineyard and it was a pretty swell time. hell yeah to actually knowing someone who lives in an oak's bluff's house, it's nice to see it from the other side. hell yeah to mad martha's, ect.
more importantly it's my sister's birthday today and i love her and manda leaves today and i love her too.
i miss my jaimeeeeeeeee.
and i can't help but unfold the old notes from the old days when i have nothing better to do, and i can't help but cry and i can't help but hate myself and i can't help but feel a little bit more pointless and a little bit less usefull and a lot more sad and a whole lot less complete.