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Everyone sees my face everyday and says, "you look good, and happy". What a show I can put on for people to actually think that I am happy. I mean, I know inside I am not happy. I try to cover everything up, but I just end up breaking down, and wanting to cry. I dont feel like eating anymore, and I dont find myself being a cheerful person. I just
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and i know that you're probablly thinking that im just saying that, but im not, i promise. i went thorough the same thing this year achually, thinking that none of your friends achually care, missing a guy so much you cant stand it.. with me, i gave up on eating compleatly (which probablly isnt the smartest thing ever) and someone who i thought was my best friend ever who i could tell everything too, yeah well were not friends anymore because i realized that she was just bringin me down by bossing me around, and getting mad at me when i would talk about a guy too much, and then when she talked about guys it was always okay. then i met this guy, who i thought was the best thing ever to happen to me, which he probablly would have been ecept i did something that compleatly ruined our relationship. and even now i cant get off my mind and its been 3 months since i have talked to him.
well my point is that if you need someone to talk to becides your best friends (which can sometimes be the biggest bitches in the world) dont be afraid to come talk to me. i hate seeing people go through the same thing i did. i love you!♥♥
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