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Life confuses me so much. I thought I was over oscar, but am I? No!
Of course not, I have to be stupid and still have so many feelings for him.
I miss being with him, holding him, being held. I miss his hugs, and kisses. And
his cornyness. But I miss talking to him. He was the one who made me feel like I
actually had a reason for living, he made me feel like I matter. But I cant tell
my BEST friends this because they will say I talk about him too much, or Im obsessed, or I
need to get over him. Or something like that. But when they talk about something a lot, I listen
and Im a good friend and I care. But I guess they dont. ♥
Of course not, I have to be stupid and still have so many feelings for him.
I miss being with him, holding him, being held. I miss his hugs, and kisses. And
his cornyness. But I miss talking to him. He was the one who made me feel like I
actually had a reason for living, he made me feel like I matter. But I cant tell
my BEST friends this because they will say I talk about him too much, or Im obsessed, or I
need to get over him. Or something like that. But when they talk about something a lot, I listen
and Im a good friend and I care. But I guess they dont. ♥