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Oct 04, 2005 12:49

heres a big fuck you to all of you that hate me and lurk onto my shit

just thought i would get this out.

All that anyone can come up with is call me insane cause I used to cut myself. Well you know what...loose your grandpa *the only father figure in your life your life wasn't so perfect to have a dad around*, then your uncle to a stroke *now hes a vegetable when you go see him and you have to hold back tears*, then your mother *which was your best friend*, then your other uncle. Then go through a string of fake friends, love, abusive relationship, drug use, and a father that doesn't give 8 shits and only cares about his wife. Yep and pretty much, you guys need to shut the fuck up. This is none of that emo destin kid bullshit. OMG I LIVE IN A CONDO, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME, I GET EVERYTHING I WANT. OMG I WANT TO DIE. Your life is perfect, you have a mother and father you fucking dipshit. Laugh at me cause I live in a trailer, but I'm not rich. Poverty builds character right? You guys need to shut the fuck up. Sorry I don't live in some gated community in Destin. I would rather be poor as fuck then get everything handed to me. Cause it seems like all of you little shits that get everything you want are little self centered assholes. I'm glad I am the person I am, I am probably more emotionally stronger than any of you. When something bad happens to you guys and karma finally catches up. I'm going to laugh my fucking ass off. Maybe you will wreck your new car mommy and daddy bought you. Oh knows, or you can just do what I do and cut myself. LOL. OR you can make fun of me more and talk shit because A. your boobs sag to the ground B. your fat and no girls want you or C. you are just bored with your own life. YEAH I HAVE NUDE PICTURES OF ME ON THE INTERNET AND BIG DEAL. I looked good and at least I could see my own vagina. I am comfortable with my body, now I just wished I would have kept them safe somewhere. SO they wouldn't have been found and sent out. I had a long distance relationship people, and yes you get the point. BTW I am not a virgin, I have probably slept with quite a few. But I actually dated them. I go to the doctor, I get looked at and have no stds unlike some of you sluts. I wear protection and don't sleep with peoples boyfriends and make journal entries yaying cause I got my period. AHAHAHHA. So call me a slut, I realize thats what girls do. The only thing that you girls can come up with. Guys can sleep with whoever they want, and I have realized they do this and get away with it. So the next time you open your mouth to call me a slut, fatty. Look around and call your guy friend that, yeah the one that is always hairsprayin his hair lol. Cause he fucks random girls at his house when you sleep over, and someone actually witnessed it. So don't call me a slut, oh and aren't you the one that...oh well nevermind you are. omg cut myself!!! Or just stick a finger in your throat, same difference its both mutilation (aka harming yourself).

haha felt good to get that out of my "insane" brain
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