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well, well, livejournal. here we are again.
i have been realizing a lot of things about myself lately. i am constantly missing things, and it makes it very hard to enjoy life and things that are going on NOW. i miss things that i could very easily change, and i miss things that i know i could never have again. i miss working in the mall, i miss when my life was hanging out with aryn at whole foods, i really miss having d around. it's crippling, and it's fucking my shit up.
everything is just changing so much, and my adult life is finally sort of beginning. seems weird to say that since i've been out of the nest for almost 3 years and have been working my ass off for what feels like an eternity. but i guess this is the first time i've been truly on my own. it feels good, but it's also really scary.
blargh.
i have been realizing a lot of things about myself lately. i am constantly missing things, and it makes it very hard to enjoy life and things that are going on NOW. i miss things that i could very easily change, and i miss things that i know i could never have again. i miss working in the mall, i miss when my life was hanging out with aryn at whole foods, i really miss having d around. it's crippling, and it's fucking my shit up.
everything is just changing so much, and my adult life is finally sort of beginning. seems weird to say that since i've been out of the nest for almost 3 years and have been working my ass off for what feels like an eternity. but i guess this is the first time i've been truly on my own. it feels good, but it's also really scary.
blargh.