Mar 24, 2004 02:56
today was awesome
i slept in til 230pm
took a shower and steph came over. cuddled a lot. got UPS and banking done.
its amazing
when you have no money the bank takes it away from you. theyre like "this guy has no money so we should charge him for that and give it to this rich guy for having so much money." its not fair. i cant help the fact that im broke. so now i owe the bank 22 dollars for buying $5 of gas. so now im even broker. and not the stock kind.. i mean the not having money kind. so now when i look at a bank statement ill get all excited cuz itll say $22 and then ill get sad cuz ill noticethe "-" sign before and realize im not that rich. i dont even have zero dollars in my account. i wish i had that much but.. no, i have NOT 22 dollars. end of verbatim.
then me and steph went home and played ninja turtles cooperative on gamecube. awesome. and not because i think if i say the ninja turtles are awesome (or "rad" as some of the youngans might say) youll all think im "scene" or "original" because they are. and at least, unlike some of you i dont claim to know much about living in the 80's. because after all i was AT MY OLDEST 5 or 6 in the 80's and thats a few years older than this poser i know about.
following that (notice i didnt say "and then" for repetitions sake) ,
we went to see eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. it was really good movie and waskinda funny. it reminded me of me and steph a lot. and not in the bad ways. in the funny ways. i love her alot. no seriously. i REALLY love that steph. boy howdy.
and in a final note. id appreciate it if i didnt get any more "i miss you brandon" notes from anyone besides tacy. shes the only one that has an excuse for not seeing me as much anymore. its cuz she works a lot and goes to school. most of the people saying it havent talked to me in a while cuz theyve either forgetten about me for a while and just now realized they need to replenish their amount of "vanity friends" as ive come to call them. OR just have nothing to do on that paticular night and like to pretend we were once close and that we go way back.
on the other side of things, darin novak is a piece of shit and should choke on his own ejaculatory fluids and die.
and on the third final note of the night, why do people always wanna fuck with me or my girlfriend? just because we wont do anything to get you back doesnt mean you wont get yours. eat shit. oh yea and the number 5 on my list in my previous entry is a girl in high school who is more of a piece of shit than i had ever imagined. theres no excuse for you.
OH YEA AND I GOT MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER FROM BERKLEE A FEW WEEKS AGO AND NEVER WROTE IT IN HERE AS FAR I CAN REMEMBER. SO HERES A NOTE TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A WASTE OF SPACE OR STUPID.
THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY THINK IM WORTH SOMETHING.
IM GONNA DO SOMETHING COOL WITH MY LIFE. DEAL WITH IT WHILE YOU SIT IN YOUR CUBICLE.
sorry the entry was bitter. but heres a redemption: jake and i are on each others friend list. i dont hate him. the next step is talking to him in person.