these desperate time are cause for desperate silence

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i was just thinkin about stuff and how things change sometimes it cool

i remember when i wrote olive on hte front porch of my house and everybody cared but the person it was about.

i remember playing all kinds at all times in the mezz at dover high

i remember i cant stay if you wont let me in and what it was about. and im glad you never let me in

i remember waking uo in the middle of the middle of the night and writing doormat. and how being a doormat is what makes you learn what you gotta learn about girls

i remember i love you just kidding being a chanber ensemble song, and once agian you didnt care

i remember when bottle to belly was about the same girl as doormat. but then again i remember when you seemed like a worthwhile subject to write "dont cry cailtin" about.

i remember when desperate times was about someone who wasnt a slut. boy was i wrong.

i remember when steph was hard to write about cuz i couldnt get inspired. but now i realize it cuz shes perfect. and i only write about things that piss me off.

i remember when something im missing was called procrasturbation now i take myself a little  more seriously.

I remember when high school seemed important. now i see that its worthless, and im not.

and i remember when cold day was about a cute girl that left me for a poser .

now i realize it was for a reason.

i love you stephie. they were just practice.