'cheer-up-cuz-ur-awsome' cake
So today was better than the last. Times alot. I woke up at like 10:30 took a cold/scalding shower and took Kevin his 'cheer-up-cuz-ur-awsome' cake and it made him happy. We petted his dogs and his little brother had the most coolest fort ever. We talked for a while about lots of random stuff and i got back home about 2:10. Taking him the cake actually cheered me up to, maybe I just felt good doing something nice for a friend. Or maybe it was the fact that i actually got to hold a conversation with someone and not be yelled at or made feel bad one bit. whatever it was i walked that 3248969673 centimeter walk home happy and have been in a good mood all day. It always nice when I'm in a good mood, things seem alot more pleasent and noting really gets me down. If Chris's tooth feels better tommorow me and the 'fam' are gonna go snowmobiling and Kevin with probablly come with if he's not busy. At least that gives tommorow SOME hope. The lead singer for Smile Empty Soul, his voice reminds me of Kevin. That's weird tho cuz they dont even have the same sounding voice, I guess it just does tho. Oh well we've already come to the conclusion that I'm weird.
Talked to Alysin on the phone today too. It's nice to hear from people that I went to Immanuel with for a change. We're gonna hang out. Yay. I almost never talk anyone from the ol' ILS gayness ever anymore. Excpet Carlos, but he an never keep his mouth shut, i guees it could be worse tho he could tell peple EVERYTHING and he doesn't so.
I harassed Sadie like 280396140 million times today. She roo'd at me alot.
The snow is nice today too. I usually am mad when it snows, but snowmobiling is in my near future so the snow makes me happier than usual. Summer would be appreciated tho. Alot. I am waiting for warmth to be here, I'm sick of freezing to death tring to sleep in my bed ever night. I want to skateboard, alot.
In other news. This is for you... The whole comments in my journal thing. Uhf well here goes. I am not backing down on the fact that NO ONE will say mean things about any of my friends, like Kevin for example. He is NOT an asshole. No one has the right to say that by any means. I don't care about freedom of speech here, it's my journal and these comments are mine to control or whatever. There will be NO name calling, put downs, insults directed at anyone in my journal. I don't care if you insult me, but I will handle it, not anyone else. I don't care if you wanna stick up for me but say like "no emily is [insert nice adjetive here]" or "lets not argue in here or call Emily mean names." but i don't want things such as "shut the hell up or i'm gonna [insert mean angry intent to cause pain verb here] you stupid [insert insult here]" or any other arguement/insult directed at anyone else besides me. I want all comments directed toward me unless they are saying something nice about someone else. No negativity what so ever will be tolerated in my journal unless I am being the negative one. I Iike people standing up for me and i thank you for it (Kevin, Zack, Alysin, Kane, Tiffany, Kate, Val, Megan, anyone else who ever stood up for me) i appreciate knowing I have friends or people who will do that for me but it just causes arguments, in some cases...not all... but some. So when u comments in my journal lets al just get along and not be mean to people. And please continue the "Emily is emo" comments becuz I love those times a million i also love sarchasim. I doubt I'll be bashing anyone in here soon but if for whatever reason i do or you dont agree with something i write in here please just take it up with me online or on the phone or in person. (my sn is Away2TheSunset and my phone number is 8928437 to make this possible and not allow for any excuses) And if someone does happen to leave a rude or ignorant comment let me handle it, don't take it into ur own hands, you bashing them doesn't make me feel any better but you saying thier wrong i am [nice adjective] does make me feel better and probablly gets them to stop without all this conflict. Thank You very much, that is all.
All the drama has not gone away either. If we do go snowmobiling tommorow it will be a nice chance to just get away from this all for a change. If we don't, someone... somewhere, PLEASE make plans with me, even if it is just to hang out with me and we'll chill or hang out and do nothing but talk I will enjoy it so much. Just get me the frig out of this house and away from all this crappy drama!!
Now accepting: all and any applications to get the hell out of Bay City {peice-of-crap-i-suck-and-smell-like-sugar-beets-and-the-only-remotely-interesting-things-to-do-is-go-to-shows-and-ride-bikes/skateboards} Michigan. Thank you very much.
I also am hurt that Val didn't call me last night. I doubt she will today, or even tommorow, therefore i have made plans. I'm not speding my mid-winter break waiting for a phone call to go and get drunk out my ass and probablly puke or whatever. Who needs this? Not me that's for sure. I just feel so geeky loserish when my friends don't call when they say they would, and it makes it worse when I was excited to go. Ug. Thanks Guys.
I wanna go see the movie Cursed. Come get me now. Anyone; who ever wants to accept this invitation. Come get me, it's be kick ass and greatly appreciated.
Wow I had alot of things to say today. I like being in a good more for a change =). It should be this way more often. I'm so sick of being depressed.Let's keep this good mood kicking folks! For once things maight actually be going my way. Maybe not entirely, but even the slightest bit is sweet =).
Kevin is hardcore =) lol.
_mommy_and_daddy_got's_the_best_cocaine... hell yes.
Talked to Alysin on the phone today too. It's nice to hear from people that I went to Immanuel with for a change. We're gonna hang out. Yay. I almost never talk anyone from the ol' ILS gayness ever anymore. Excpet Carlos, but he an never keep his mouth shut, i guees it could be worse tho he could tell peple EVERYTHING and he doesn't so.
I harassed Sadie like 280396140 million times today. She roo'd at me alot.
The snow is nice today too. I usually am mad when it snows, but snowmobiling is in my near future so the snow makes me happier than usual. Summer would be appreciated tho. Alot. I am waiting for warmth to be here, I'm sick of freezing to death tring to sleep in my bed ever night. I want to skateboard, alot.
In other news. This is for you... The whole comments in my journal thing. Uhf well here goes. I am not backing down on the fact that NO ONE will say mean things about any of my friends, like Kevin for example. He is NOT an asshole. No one has the right to say that by any means. I don't care about freedom of speech here, it's my journal and these comments are mine to control or whatever. There will be NO name calling, put downs, insults directed at anyone in my journal. I don't care if you insult me, but I will handle it, not anyone else. I don't care if you wanna stick up for me but say like "no emily is [insert nice adjetive here]" or "lets not argue in here or call Emily mean names." but i don't want things such as "shut the hell up or i'm gonna [insert mean angry intent to cause pain verb here] you stupid [insert insult here]" or any other arguement/insult directed at anyone else besides me. I want all comments directed toward me unless they are saying something nice about someone else. No negativity what so ever will be tolerated in my journal unless I am being the negative one. I Iike people standing up for me and i thank you for it (Kevin, Zack, Alysin, Kane, Tiffany, Kate, Val, Megan, anyone else who ever stood up for me) i appreciate knowing I have friends or people who will do that for me but it just causes arguments, in some cases...not all... but some. So when u comments in my journal lets al just get along and not be mean to people. And please continue the "Emily is emo" comments becuz I love those times a million i also love sarchasim. I doubt I'll be bashing anyone in here soon but if for whatever reason i do or you dont agree with something i write in here please just take it up with me online or on the phone or in person. (my sn is Away2TheSunset and my phone number is 8928437 to make this possible and not allow for any excuses) And if someone does happen to leave a rude or ignorant comment let me handle it, don't take it into ur own hands, you bashing them doesn't make me feel any better but you saying thier wrong i am [nice adjective] does make me feel better and probablly gets them to stop without all this conflict. Thank You very much, that is all.
All the drama has not gone away either. If we do go snowmobiling tommorow it will be a nice chance to just get away from this all for a change. If we don't, someone... somewhere, PLEASE make plans with me, even if it is just to hang out with me and we'll chill or hang out and do nothing but talk I will enjoy it so much. Just get me the frig out of this house and away from all this crappy drama!!
Now accepting: all and any applications to get the hell out of Bay City {peice-of-crap-i-suck-and-smell-like-sugar-beets-and-the-only-remotely-interesting-things-to-do-is-go-to-shows-and-ride-bikes/skateboards} Michigan. Thank you very much.
I also am hurt that Val didn't call me last night. I doubt she will today, or even tommorow, therefore i have made plans. I'm not speding my mid-winter break waiting for a phone call to go and get drunk out my ass and probablly puke or whatever. Who needs this? Not me that's for sure. I just feel so geeky loserish when my friends don't call when they say they would, and it makes it worse when I was excited to go. Ug. Thanks Guys.
I wanna go see the movie Cursed. Come get me now. Anyone; who ever wants to accept this invitation. Come get me, it's be kick ass and greatly appreciated.
Wow I had alot of things to say today. I like being in a good more for a change =). It should be this way more often. I'm so sick of being depressed.Let's keep this good mood kicking folks! For once things maight actually be going my way. Maybe not entirely, but even the slightest bit is sweet =).
Kevin is hardcore =) lol.
_mommy_and_daddy_got's_the_best_cocaine... hell yes.