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[__0hbaby]

this is officially the worst thing that could ever happen to me.
i fucked everything up, with every single person i my life.
i dont know
everything was going so good, really for once.
and now its just so bad
like so fucking bad.
i hate every single second.
i cry every single minute.
i want to leave
just get away from all of this
but i cant escape from any of it
i have to face all of it
and it sucks so bad.
i dont know what to do

i just wish i could take every single thing back
but i cant
and i just dont know what to do

i dont know how im going to get through any of this
because now because of what i did i have noone.
and i dont know whats going to happen

im broken permanentely
and i have no idea what to do

ive never hurt this much in my whole life.
ive never felt like this for so long in my whole life

i have no idea what to do
i hate myself so much

people make mistakes
but ive made too many
and this one is going to change my life forever
for the bad.

and i just have no idea what to fucking do

this fucking sucks so bad

i just want to get the fuck out of here
and fast forward time to 5 years from now.
ahkldsm,.