May 26, 2011 23:18
Why can't something make sense.
I'm 23 and I've never been more terrified.
Everything is changing.
I'm not sure I can handle it.
All of a sudden so many people have these expectations for me.
I'm going to be responsible for people.
And even scarier.
Myself.
In a much bigger way.
I know I've said it before.
But I don't want to be a grown up.
Can I go back four years.
When it was parties and boys and living for the weekends.
This past weekend was like re-living that.
Drinks.
Plenty of boys.
Especially one really cute one.
Who got the best of me.
But it's ok.
No regrets.
I have a brother in law
I feel so old saying that.